WTF Jamie?

My absence has not been exactly because I have been busy. Honestly I was extremely busy with the Emory Weekend planning but it is not an excuse for the whole delay. I have been dishonest but at the same time dry, unmotivated and reserved. I started writing in other places, scattering my thoughts in little nooks and crannies all over. I write here for therapy but as of late I feel a bit exposed.

Like all good affairs the thrill is gone and I have returned back to the base of stability, the rock and foundation.

Random events since we last spoke:

* Emory Weekend completed and by all accounts a success
* Surprise visit from Rob Handel and friends turns into a great time and lustful for others
* Episode III on opening day is less geeky and more childish fun
* Fear often plays tricks with me
* Another 3 months and still holding steady
* Snow Patrol was good, 2 concerts and dancing at Mary's on a Thursday night is better. Thanks Kyle
* Sometimes tacky is fun (i.e. hickies)
* Met a boy who is sweet, kind, and accepting. I am lost.
* Sally Struthers is right, we all do want to make more money.
* See Tarnation but not alone.

Never think you know what is going to happen. I was sure I knew that things were going to be rough. I knew in my mind that they would say it was time to seek other options, but here I am holding steady. Well I never am never really steady. Always in a state of motion but this time I know I have risen.