WTF Jamie?

After melting down in my last entry I spent some time in reflection of why and also I am so emotional as of late. After a good conversation with a few people I realized I am just hormonal and that is ok. I am sexually frustrated (like most), and I realized I am emotionally lonely. I have all this great support around me but I do long for the right person to come in a fill this last void. I also realized I that I can't force that so it will happen when it does and I just have to deal with being funky from time to time. I also am overly apologetic for my emotions...I have to hold that one against my mother cause she hates for people to show raw emotion. I will work on that one but it may take some time.